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in the 9 star ki
1 min read
i tend to end up hating people born under the 4 Wind year.
but i am always so desperately attracted to them.
(it's easy to get lost in gorgeous eyes, but don't be surprised to find a minotaur or 2 in the center of the maze)
but i am always so desperately attracted to them.
(it's easy to get lost in gorgeous eyes, but don't be surprised to find a minotaur or 2 in the center of the maze)
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fidelity
2 min read
that song by regina spektor.
saw the video 2 days ago and until a few minutes ago, couldn't get the song outta my head so i played carbon monoxide, and now i'm all "but we still cool, we still cool, we still cool... c'mon daddy..."
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when i was younger, i used to dream i was taking a leak only to find my bed wet upon waking up. now i don't, i immediately wake up and run to the bathroom. and because of that, i sometimes believe i am god.
see, my dreams are my reality. and now i feel like i've become so arrogant as to think i can restructure reality to fit my own needs. and the only need this not bedwetting fulfills is, well, the need for proper hygiene... and maybe acceptance by not doing something so humiliating (i mean, i do not always sleep on a bed alone).
i think i've lost my sense of surrender. and so consequently know there will be lots of apt humbling experiences in the future.
but we're so cool we're so cool we're so cool we're so cool...
saw the video 2 days ago and until a few minutes ago, couldn't get the song outta my head so i played carbon monoxide, and now i'm all "but we still cool, we still cool, we still cool... c'mon daddy..."
***
when i was younger, i used to dream i was taking a leak only to find my bed wet upon waking up. now i don't, i immediately wake up and run to the bathroom. and because of that, i sometimes believe i am god.
see, my dreams are my reality. and now i feel like i've become so arrogant as to think i can restructure reality to fit my own needs. and the only need this not bedwetting fulfills is, well, the need for proper hygiene... and maybe acceptance by not doing something so humiliating (i mean, i do not always sleep on a bed alone).
i think i've lost my sense of surrender. and so consequently know there will be lots of apt humbling experiences in the future.
but we're so cool we're so cool we're so cool we're so cool...
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halfies on the dance floor
1 min read
because you like your brain medium rare, not well done.
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i still want to be a dishwasher in Argentina... or a club doorbitch. and maybe i'll find a love who will use and abuse me and i wouldn't be able to get away or get rid of this love because this is real passionate love! and, uh, i'm a masochist? i'm not even wishing for the interest of some naive world traveler who would want to record the sounds of my sorrows on tape. (i'm not even asking for Wong Kar Wai to direct it either).
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oh yes, sweet boredom
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i still want to be a dishwasher in Argentina... or a club doorbitch. and maybe i'll find a love who will use and abuse me and i wouldn't be able to get away or get rid of this love because this is real passionate love! and, uh, i'm a masochist? i'm not even wishing for the interest of some naive world traveler who would want to record the sounds of my sorrows on tape. (i'm not even asking for Wong Kar Wai to direct it either).
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oh yes, sweet boredom
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